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Used to... then I started trying to read the scripts or at least the pitch before taking run of show jobs on long form.

Now I factor in a "would I want my mom to watch this?" consideration into whether I want to do the job.

 

Or at least a "do I want my name on this?"

 

I find that since I have applied these filters, I am happier.  If a project is borderline, I am inflexible on my monetary negotiations

 

Obviously, not everything I work on is great, but at least I am not just starting my day with the emotion needle stuck on "angry"

 

Dayplaying gigs, it's purely about the money.

 

I find that this filter has removed most reality programming from my calendar.

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It's not so much a feeling of guilt as it is a sense that I'm contributing to cultural "noise" that at best means nothing and at worse violates my personal ethics.

The more financially secure I've become the more gigs I have rejected, and I look forward to more of that freedom that Mr. Mills speaks of.

The remainder of the angst I put into my own writing, hoping to counteract the culture.

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I always ask for a script before accepting any "scripted work". I did do a Reality Show pilot some time ago now that I honestly wanted to walk off. It was about "bloggers" who make a living by spreading malicious rumors/etc. about celebs. I'll never forget one of the bloggers saying "its my job to find out if you're having an affair...celebrities must accept that since they are in the spotlight that their life is a free-for-all...I don't care if I ruin your life with my gossip/rumors, I have kids to feed". That chick was absolute trash that I wanted to shove my foot sooo deep in her ass! That job was a turning point in which I told myself "self, don't ever do that shit again!". 

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Sometimes you are not in position to reject a job. Sometimes you are.

It is not an easy to say no. It is not an easy to do trash.

 

All of that it's too hard when you are in your first business steps.

I will continue to do trash, when one day to say no because not fill my aesthetics.

And that time it is not now.

 

Am I feel guilty? No.

 

All we need better aesthetic projects with good money.

But the business it's not at all beautiful.

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I think the reason we do this stuff besides money is the same as the soldiers reasoning. He does it for the brother next to him in battle. Not many fields besides mom and pop stores will you find the dedication that exists between a Jeff and Don for example. Certainly doesn't exist anymore in the corporate world. I do this job because of people...so far this is the industry that contains people of the most unique sort. Those times I meet extraordinary people behind and in front of the camera make it all worth it for me. Unlike a battlefield this job always produces good/ tellable stories...although some emotional scaring does occur :)

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The only job I ever turned down was "Zombie Strippers", but only because I didn't want it on the top of my IMDb. In hindsight, I should have done it. That was a stupid reason to not do a movie. Could have become a huge cult hit.

While I enjoy working on good and interesting things, I'd be broke waiting around to be hired only on "good" content.

As long as I feel the content does no harm or doesn't serve to promote some very bad behavior, I'm for hire.

I have turned down reality, but only because I'm too lazy to carry gear around.

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The only job I ever turned down was "Zombie Strippers", but only because I didn't want it on the top of my IMDb. In hindsight, I should have done it. That was a stupid reason to not do a movie. Could have become a huge cult hit.

 

 

Haha, the first 30 minutes of Zombie Strippers contains some of the funniest stuff I've ever seen in a movie.  It falls apart very quickly, but I could almost recommend it just on the beginning alone.

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" I didn't want it on the top of my IMDb "

that's what pseudonyms are for...

True story:

early in my career, I got asked to do a porno, XXX porno.  I was concerned, but the rate was decent, so I asked an experienced mentor, who was getting me work on big union stuff, if I should do it or better to turn it down.  His reaction: "you aren't acting in it, are you?" (BTW, I was already in SAG)...

He reminded me it was paying legal work, and if it made me feel better I could do it as "Mike Kable"  or "Mike Rafone".

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" I didn't want it on the top of my IMDb "

that's what pseudonyms are for...

True story:

early in my career, I got asked to do a porno, XXX porno. I was concerned, but the rate was decent, so I asked an experienced mentor, who was getting me work on big union stuff, if I should do it or better to turn it down. His reaction: "you aren't acting in it, are you?" (BTW, I was already in SAG)...

He reminded me it was paying legal work, and if it made me feel better I could do it as "Mike Kable" or "Mike Rafone".

So you took the job?

I have the guilt feeling with corporate jobs. No creativity at all and I feel really bad after a long day of work feeling I did nothing worthwhile for the last couple of hours. So I decided not to do so. The paycheck is not worth the miserable feeling.

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I think the reason we do this stuff besides money is the same as the soldiers reasoning. He does it for the brother next to him in battle. Not many fields besides mom and pop stores will you find the dedication that exists between a Jeff and Don for example. Certainly doesn't exist anymore in the corporate world. I do this job because of people...so far this is the industry that contains people of the most unique sort. Those times I meet extraordinary people behind and in front of the camera make it all worth it for me. Unlike a battlefield this job always produces good/ tellable stories...although some emotional scaring does occur :)

This hasn't been my experience. The worst you encounter in the military are incompetent assholes. In entertainment, the incompetent assholes are also narcissistically entitled.

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This hasn't been my experience. The worst you encounter in the military are incompetent assholes. In entertainment, the incompetent assholes are also narcissistically entitled.

True but at least/hopefully we aren't willing to die for the cause lol that is why they can be narcissistic...

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This hasn't been my experience. The worst you encounter in the military are incompetent assholes. In entertainment, the incompetent assholes are also narcissistically entitled.

And what I also mean is yes I'll argue a little here with one of you...but will never let an outside person bad mouth another soundie that I trust.

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And what I also mean is yes I'll argue a little here with one of you...but will never let an outside person bad mouth another soundie that I trust.

Yeah, I'll buy that.

I used to work in an industry where enumerated values and ethics moderated everyones behavior. The entertainment industry is moderated by personalities, so the more powerful or valuable you are, the more that people will co-sign your bad beavior.

It's a challenging environment to work in.

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I used to joke "I will work for anybody between Farrahkan and the Klan". I don't want to be a part of anything morally reprehensible, but reality tv isn't exactly morally bankrupt. I think audiences are more aware than ever before that there is no reality in reality tv. It is just everyday people turning themselves up to 11 for the camera's sake. Mindless escapist entertainment.

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The only job I ever turned down was "Zombie Strippers", but only because I didn't want it on the top of my IMDb. In hindsight, I should have done it. That was a stupid reason to not do a movie. Could have become a huge cult hit.

 

Next time you turn down one of those gigs can you please pass it my way. I'd do it based on the title alone. haha. I'm sure it was a fun set to work on. 

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